Dawn came back drunk 4am in morning and said "I don't give a fuck about you, you're going today"; I.e whatever social life you had here has ended. Insisted that I eat just a spoonful of spicey food that had come from a Sri Lankan funeral which I refused to eat, countering she opened the plastic container and thus attempted to push the food under my nose. Tamils played a big part in the curse for years, stalking me on the streets. One of the main priorities of the cult is to inflict discord, rejection and isolation, to keep me in a perpetual, hypernormalisd state of inconsolable detachment.
The same pattern of events plays over again and again to keep people in a living death grip of zombifying state sanctioned terrorism. Victims view esoteric logos printef on apperell as inert unless they are woken by hypervigiance to the agenda, once terrorised into misguided, self diminishing allegiances.
Before Dawn went out yesterday evening we talked about going out. Being in a flat on my own, isolated for hours on end is hard and the cult sadistically enjoys inflicting soulless dejection upon hapless victims who are being outbred. To sit alone with horrific flashbacks of none-stop traumatic terror reinforces dissociation. Subjecting victings to unique, psyxhologically programed increments of trauma traps a mind into purgatory, so it is little doubt that this comes from the church / Vatican, perhaps the Jesuits aka the ghost "Society of Jesus", subjecting victims to Sabbatean Neofrankism unholiness to cultivate and substantiate a transconfiguration of holiness.
The cult cultures disparities to maximise the effect of interloping. Seriousness is countered by ridicule, loyalty by rejection etc. The nakedness of this cult also despise material things that relieve extrementies of their victims suffering, maybe a flat, a tent or a new item of clothing. When I had been displaced on the streets of London they swapped items I purchased new with used items (when I was exhausted catatonic), to exclude me from the new feeling; so what they were stealing or presenting would mean more to them.
Observing interlopers returning to gloat at spiteful disparities they inflict. Race mixing began is Cromwell kidnapping Irish children, transporting them to the Domician Republic and raising them defaced of culture and idenity to breed into slower but genetically dominant lingeages. The Habsberg family with the Dominican order iniated this disparity.
Dawn also returned with tobacco which has swollen glads in my neck and behind my ears. The cult is efficient at forking destinty as it uses us as psychologically kicked senseless / moved on with anxieties as opertunity mules. The term "beyond beggars belief" I surmise is coined to reflect this when overviewing the naked, homless beggar meme of Saint Martin is targeted at Norman families who were resilient against being uprooted and displaced destitute into colonialism (a prelude to being diluted faceless into egalitarian multiculturalism) through resistant bouts with artificial scarcity. My Norman ancestral legacy (Barony of Blaire) kept their Ayrshire house (Blair of Blairs) for over 900 years, historically Scotlands longest running residency.
When the cult launched and targeted their vagrant disparity against my lineage my single parent mother had already worked through crippling bouts of schzoprehia and bought outright her house (paid off her mortgage); so the subjection of vagrancy was invalid from the beg-ining.
The memory hole that opens the black hole began with "reformist" Cromwell and his citadels. And it is because of our lack of understanding our ancestral history (as a validated people) that we cannot perceive this two century, slow burn warfare that has been wagered (money as a life demishing, conduit of fleeced energy) against us. Cohesion of the Norman church Cromwell could not prise apart he slaughtered with massacre, notably the Irish Gaelic population. Our sheilds fell and our coats of arms fell when Cromwell became "Lord Protector". To blind themselves ol aritifical scarcity Norman families were lured into breeding in sociopathy.
Familes were drawn out of alienation and into the axis of evil we know as freemasonry, that began from demonology of King Solomon, initially bought to Alba by diseased Knights Templar fleeing burning repersecutions for spreading leprosy throughout France.
The Churchills families construction of Blenhiem " Roslyn" palace was an esoteric monolith of anti-Frenchness (cost of building subsidised by the Rothschild family), to the east of palace you will find this centuries old sentiment carved into stone upon an Eygptian needle. Churchill family are connected to anti-White Eglaitarian, crypto-Judiac Archbishop of Canterbury Justin Welby's parents, both serving as lifeless aides and personal secretaries to Winston Churchill. Churchill himself being burried at Saint Martins Church in Bladdon.
Esoteric Christianity was rooted in the Roslyn chapel by the Sinclair family, multilated Alba into Scotland (dissolving the native Gaelic langauge with latin) travelled south, consolidated the guilds. This retained knowledge of trades upon a secretive handshake of negative allegiance, effectively cutting off the livelyhood of those who refused to comply and malign their ancestral legacy into forsaken increments.
my lineage has been subjected to the ugly carnivals (anti-Commumist French women gentialia mutilated with hot black tar) of allied occupied France having not been in France during WW2.
It is not surprising that our subjugated people have become inherently subverted from substantiated worth; our displaced Norman legacy so eroded during the Victorian age that they became alienated as a dickens dispossession through alienating collectisations of the workhouse.
Telescopic Philanthropy, 4th March 1865...
Karl Marx began his education at Jesuit school and with Communist dictator Lenin followed in his fathers footsteps in becoming a Freemason. Marx was funded by his second cousin, Lionel deRothschild to study and develop his (concept of alienation) destructive manifesto from Workhouse records at the British museum. Marx's legacy exists in the West as Critical race theory, a brainwashing meme that marginalises and alienates our people from empathy of others.
Its important to gain reflection on the megadeath Marxism inflicted across the world when facing off psychological warfare against us. From every decimated nation futher knowledge has been obtained and rewritten to destroy our people. The war gained pace with the introduction of television, the manipulative programming of alpha state conscious that is pushed through the church as the Alpha course written by critical religious theory sociologists.
Victims of this quiet war suffer from poor mental health, their projections fragmented and shuffled, maligned as a castigate dispossession. Observing the situation of my friend, her curtains unmoveable drawn tight, objects of love placed on windowsills to protect her from subjective hatred from cultivated dispossession disparities projected at her from depraved and alienated neighbours. I believe her to be a targeted member of lineage as I hsve been to the Oxfordshire town of Chipping Norton once before.
It is important we learn to recognise and refute this mass reanimation that aims to segregate the nurtured spirit of out ancestors into a semetrical cubic abyss. Historical divides, sustained by hyper normalisation are used to devide and conquer us, stripped of our own ethnic identity, inept of ethnocentric resolve. Our situation is dire and dangerous to resolve, cohesion has been depleted enough for people to be triggered into irrational violence merely by the vocalisation of words, even by a mere assertion.
It will pain me to leave the friends I made in Chippen Norton but a nurturless counter movement will arrive from stolen altercate worth, in a collectivised attempt to restore a defaced and mutilated link to forsaken opertunity. Its paramount to remember that our ancestors walk with us, not about us; in that we only part from lies invoking inconsolable betrayal behind; unification is the desire of interlopers, cold cut dtrung along deluded indoctrinations.
Consolidation projections of Critical Race Theory are drawn from the methodology of coventers exploiting centuries of indoctrination of self-loathing guilt. White males averse to the agenda are ethic demonized as and racially crucified as peadophiles, their inherent ancestral legacy forked by opertunistic interlopers deminishing their right to nurture everything that the victims ancestors struggled and suffered for them to be.
I surmise the Dominicans maligned the red cloak of Saint Martin of the Tours to Martin dePorress through the bloody Hatian atrocity of Jean Zombi. Zombi stripped a captive white man naked and strabbed him to death before his hatian king. During the anti-White communist revolution of South Africa white victims were often stripped named before being kicked and stoned to death.
This methodology is shielded by a distopian soceity of faceless subordiates, a continually disinherited population of debased strangers, frightened into locked houses and cars, their lives to serve work and mindful resposnses programmed with autocued misconceptions learned from a television set that to their conscious has become more real to them than that their own substanciated perceptions. Television teaches people to mimick social situations that they are presented with, aligning them through inescapable cause and reaction, forwarding and fusing their triggered and cued reactions to that of aggresively mimiking interlopers.
Television subordinates, caps and suberverts peoples beliefs into altercations. Television also programmes latent trauma, raised from alpha state consciousness to lock a mind into artifical constructs of reality. The internet magnified this with endless talking heads presnting from YouTube channels. Perceptions of choice funnelled into conceptual no choices engrained into alpha state consciousness.
We suffer disinheritance because the Vatican despised the legacy of our celtic / scsndinavian ancestors. The Norman church became more influential and richer than the Vatican thus the contempt derrived against our people is that of fear and loathing. This is evident by observing the crippling disparities being blended into the miscegenation meat grinder. Obident whites who reinforce the illusion are funnelled into Judiac bloodline, whilst those who resist are defaced with Negro bloodlines; subdued by the Egalitarian blindfold of Freemasonry.
Those whites who are most at threat are those with 100% North Western European ancestry. Those who want to interlope this genetic makeup are those who have been wrongfully indoctrinated to feel they have been left behind; making them wait in shopping ques reveals them; strength of reaction comparable to excess of indoctrination. Consent is always paramount and if consent is not granted they will manipulate the world around none consent to make it appear that consent is given. This tom foolery largely depends on peoples absence from each other.
The Dominicans malign reset protection through interlopers known to them as Adams.
This movement was named Martinism, and is based upon the esoteric mythology of the Integra Natura...
Deporress is revered by them as the patron of race mixed people, he historical had a penchant for white blonde females. His bloodline is referred to as the Axis Mundi. In the above picture we see Europa genetically chained on wrists unto Judea and to Africa.
Martinism was connected to Winston Churchill, to Bernard Baruch (Churchills pen pal), Otto von Habsberg and his freemasonic brother Coudenhove-Kalergi...
the pioneer promote of a united race mixed European Union..
ruled exclusively by a council presided by a Jewish aristocratic elite.
The axis Mundi is spearheaded by praxis of a small (proportunate dwarf) Negro woman who is revered and worshipped as a child. The trinitarian story plays off as a child desperately wanting a father. The white male victim is chased down, placed into a superman tee-shirt (pinnacle of her selfish desires) and thus condemned service her insaitsble projections whilst his lineage is defaced unrecognisable.
White Scandinavian males are absent on television, in films and advertising.
It is themed on Disney, the Marxist midgets shoes are left in streets, an Egalitarian story of rags to riches via the breakdown of family values. Walt Disney was foremostly a Freemason, and member of Demolay International. Incidently, Demolay was the crusading leader of the Knights Templar, he ended his days burned at the steak in France for preaching demonology of Solomon and spreading leprosy.
Over the last half century the agenda saturated every facet of the media, most notably the recording industry..
Pictured above we see artist Adele, dressed as the Axis Mundi for Notting hill carnival. Adele abandoned her white father, married and birthed a child with a Jewish husband; divorced and found herself a Negro boyfriend.
Adele initials spell ALBA and the symbology in both pictures are relevant to each other. She signed to a label named XL recordings, located on Blenheim crescent, Notting hill. Notably XL records are a sub label of Beggars group, owned by Martin Mills, dubbed by the Guardian as a "Beggar who does as he choses".
Anyway during the day we returned to the traveller site and met a guy with two dogs who said Alec was away to Wales fishing for a few days. He phoned Alec's friend who said Alec didn't want to know me and that he would not be back until Xmas, bad luck for him then. As we walked back into town one of the dogs got sick so the traveller called his cousin who return then back to the site via car.
Dawn asked if I would go to the vets with her to get her cats vaccinated. After she withdrew some money we walked up to the vets and waited. Both of her cats had two jabs each, Dawn was told the two cats were male and aged between 12 and 14 weeks. After the vets I waited over an hour whilst she shopped at Aldi supermarket, she retirn end with 5 large bottles of QC sherry in her basket.
The shopping trolley was heavy, I lifted the front whilst she pushed the back steering her trolley towards her flat. We stopped at a really dodgey garage (owned by some very creepy Catholic Sri Lankans). Dawn had an altercation with a cranky pump attendant who was wearing a Bob Marley T-shirt, I thought this funny. After a struggle with the trolley through Chipping Norton town centre we returned to the flat. I spilled some cooking sauce from a packet onto the floor and was told by Dawn to get out of her flat.
I left the flat immediately, walked westward out of Chipping Norton along the A44. The road became pitch black, I put on my head torch for visibility. I tried to hitchhike as I had to face off the cars so they could see me. After ten minutes a man stopped, he offered to get me a room in a hotel but found they were all booked. He briefly drove me to a takeaway and purchased fish and chips. After his wife declined putting me up for the night he dropped me off just outside Stow-on-the-Wold.